Doorposts

A side effect of detoxing is nightmares and sometimes it is so hard for me to get out of them; even after I wake up, I go right back into it. But last night God brought to my mind one of the Scriptures a friend wrote about applying the blood of Jesus to the doorpost of my heart, soul, and mind...I added "to the doorpost of my dreams". During my nightmare I envisioned a doorpost, painted Christ’s blood on it, put the bad guys behind it, and forbid Satan and them to cross it. They literally couldn’t walk through it to me! Praise Jesus! Then I quickly went into a deep restful slept with no more nightmares. And I slept 13 hours! Boy, I needed it.

The daytime has been harder; so thankful for rejuvenating rest last night to help me battle through today though. I have fasted numerous times before; I've been fasting for decades. But boy, this water fast is challenging. My head knows Jesus is life-giving water and the bread of life; but really...right now I just need Him to be the pizza of my life. I've tried envisioning the pizza behind the doorpost, I even slammed that door. But the smell came wafting through the crack under the door. Ahhh!!!

I really have no other thoughts right now besides pizza.

Except...please don't give me any pizza. Away from me, Satan! Cheese and breast cancer...not a healthy combination.